I watched firemen break into Chore's apartment today. Then a
little while later, somebody from the city came in and wheeled out a
body bag. That's when I realized... The body doesn't always let you
know when it's about to break. There isn't always a convenient
bile-spewing alarm. Sometimes it's invisible. Like Mrs. K.'s
blood clot.
On a possibly un-related note, I find I don't need to sleep much anymore. And I'm not hungry either. The coldness of my room actually feels nice. It reminds me of an operating room. Clean. Clinical.
I think I'm going to go scrub the floors some more. It takes longer now, with one hand. I can't use my stump yet, the stitches seep with blood if I put too much pressure on them. I think I might try and cauterize it with the oven if it doesn't stop soon. Don't worry about me, lovies. It's just a small bit of pain to make sure I stay healthy for the days ahead.
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